End

here i am yet again, thoughts of you flooding my mind
please just set me free
the pain is overwhelming, i just cant do it anymore
time for it to come to an end. i must find a way for it to end
with each passing day soul is destroyed
heart grows heavy and weary
hard to breath hard to move on
twisted and torn...destroyed
just withering away...
my body my mind is my own prison
only to serve a never ending sentence
feels as if i am going to explode
will the pain ever end?
i beg of you..please...please just set me free
just far to intense...the pain
aches just to breath
dreams never to come true
dark demons torturing my heart and soul
make it end..please...please make it end
take me...give me peace and serenity
i cannot do this myself, i am afriad
how i long for the darkness to take over
tear stained cheeks and pleading eyes look to you
i beg of you..help me please
closing eyes...waiting...
how can death be so bad when you are already dead inside.
©thorn