im empty
no more tears to cry
nothing to fill the void
nothing to stop the hurt
the taste of death
becomes ever so sweet
but no
there has to be something
besides temporary highs
the temptation of love
is stifled by the heartache of the past

this pain
that twists up my insides
is what i seek to escape
through happiness
something everyone strives for
but so many fall short
by looking in the wrong places

love
someone being there for me in full
dedicated to me
physically
mentally
comforting
and i
shall give the same thing in return
with all of my heart

but humans
sometimes fall short
even of their own expectations
so why should i be so trusting

but people die
the one in love with you
is gone
the love still lingers
from the memories replaying in your head
so your stuck
dying alone
so why
there will never be a happy ending

im missing the satifaction of accomplishment
ive gone nowhere with it
messed up this far
im weak
this tangled mess i call my thoughts
assault my conscience
with visions of the worst

unbalanced

it hurts to live?
should this be |my life|
why cant i stop |the pain|
clear |my head|
destory |thoughts of the past|
destory |worries of the future|
learn |from the past|
prepare |for the future|

|HELP|









thank you for those who read my crap...its mostly an out for me...