how the fuck
can i escape this mind of mine
to get a moment of peace
i never know what to do
it eats me up inside
its like a never-ceasing war
so little things going on "outside"
bother me more than they should
i just wanna snap
i just wanna break
just to let people know
im FUCKING STRESSED

so why are you calling me back
didnt you just tell me
to never call you
i dont want someone
who hurts me on purpose
either you want me there or you dont
MAKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND

but then i realize your just like me

i want to push you away
becuase of the pain
but i dont want you to leave

fuck it all