from the begining
we were designed for death
return where we came from
why cant one destroy themself
do they consider it a rash decision
what about abortion
is that a bit rash
women have been known to make bad descions
with the seed of a man in her womb
whats so wrong about suicide
usually one thinks about it non stop
no wonder everyone is so screwed up
theres no filtering of bad genes
was it designed like that
or a design flaw
we stop someone from killing themself
maybe its natures way of saying
you need not to reproduce
its true that everyone has their right
but we still dont understand natures' complexity
destroy the weak
so the strong will thrive
humans in general form an unnatural attachment
to other humans
i sit here baffled, destraught, my mind whirling
filled with stimulants
i cant stop it
confused...generally
ficle minded...when am i not?
make up my mind
my attachment has become too strong
why
she must not pull me under the waves
she is the millstone around my neck
the thorn in my side
one of sound mind would not tolerate this
i on the other hand
i cant see past today
sucessful men dont see today
they plan for tommorrow
but tommorrow is never today
are they happy?
sure some
what about living for today
happy?
until tommorrow comes
what if all the what ifs dont happen
"what if she falls off of her bike"
over half of what we prepare for never happens
~that helmet never came into use~
~the girl that i waited for never came~
in some cases it hinders
~the seat belt decapitated her~
so life is tons of risks
the key is to take calculated risks
as to not hinder but not hurt


Just a glimpse of my mind....just a rant and rave
if you made it this far thank you...just comment and i will check out some of your stuff