This day is not what I wanted.
This day is not what anyone ever wanted.
But though this day was bad,
It's no different than past days had.

It just seems like all I see
Is my world crumbling around me.
I feel alone, abandoned,
But at the same time pressed, surrounded.

All that I say
Quickly fades away.
I know that noone cares,
I can see it in their stares.

So I harden my heart and I close my mind,
Because in time I always find,
That it's easier not to feel
Even if my soul will never heal.

I hold on to the wounds and hold on to the pain,
Sitting weary and cold out in the rain.
Even though shelter is within my grasp,
I'd have to tear down my walls, remove my mask...