~Save Me~ (I Mean It This Time)
By Empathy
Please save me. I mean it this time.
I feel like I'm wasting away. I need you to get me out of this. I want
a life with you but this disorder is keeping me from living the way that
I want to. I feel extreme highs and lows in rapid increments. I feel like
I'm slipping away from all that I've achieved with you. And I'm ashamed
that you have to see me this way. I'm afraid that you think I'm crazy.
But at the same time, I can't stop my mind and body from going insane.
I'm physically exhausted from trying to supress the intense emotions that
my thoughts create. I don't want any more prescriptions.
'Cause I wasn't this bad before I started taking them. I think they really
fucked me up. I just want to be normal. I'm tired of having to struggle
through each day. I'm tired of being dope sick.
I'm sorry that I put you through this. I feel like I fucked up your life.
I can't figure out why you're with me when I'm nothing but problems. But
if you really love me, then you'll stand by me through this. I've never
asked anyone to help me get through this disease. Which means that I'm
in bad shape now. If you don't want to deal with this then please let me
go.
Ignorance only fuels my destruction.
Comments on "~Save Me~ (I Mean It This Time)"
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On Sunday, May 29, 2005, elisa
(1595) wrote:
laying it all out there is a very brave thing to do.....you can pull a lot of strength from that mentality~elisa
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A former member wrote:
Hmmm...I wish you were kidding. But I know you are not. So PLEASE, just don't! And never be sorry to anyone or anything, especially for nothing more than breathing! Just keep writing....I adore your art!!