Suddenly I realize I can't breathe
I can't feel
Numb
My mind's expldoing
I thought I'd always hate me
I thought you'd always love
My thoughts have led me no where
Hot lead tears in my mouth
You beat me down again
Chain me to your indifference
Tell me I am nothing
My chest is tight with rage and love and hate and fear
Pause
Wake
Realize

Lost in a wilderness of skin and blankents
It's all better now