Unwanted Feelings

The gashes get deeper
Every time I cut
It's because of love and lust
My heart is broken, tattered and torn
No good, just worn

The pain sinks deeper
The hill becomes steeper
Every time I fall
I'm dropped quickly on a hard wall

Down my face smears tears
Gathered through the years
From all my unwanted fears

Disapeared from my sight
I can't believe I lost you
After what seemed like one night
And now my life revolves around a knife
Slit my wrists for I still want to be your wife

But now your gone
It's so hard to move on
'Cuz I'm reminded of you by every song
Obviously I'm still really in the wrong
'Cuz you'll always be gone