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i wish i could be hers... or she be mine... or even better yet...
i wish we could just be eachothers. though i know this never to be still i wish for it to be just her and me.
silly i know but that's how i am,
hoping one day to be a man, find a woman,who can put up with me and maybe, just maybe find a little bit of happiness
if i could i'd make a list of what and why it should be her, but for the life me i couldn't say.
she awakens things in me that have slept for too long and puts to rest all the things i've been trying
to for so damn long with just a smile... i fool i am and this i admit, but i don't want forever... no just a bit... some
time to see how it goes... cause until it's tried no one knows... but as all in life it is not simple, but very
complicated, especially for two as jaded as we.