Just to say sorry I missed you on the dawn of this day, and that I am filled with this great sorrow as what I had been doing upon that time which you spoke to my silent computer could of been delayed. Or I could been more sorry for the fact had I just looked up one time earlier I would of seen or if I had even just sat in front of the computer. I am sorry I will be unable to give the final gift to come but maybe by good grace it will let me have time to think of something better as gift of mind. There is great sorrow in the fact I did not get to ask, or will not get to ask on this day, but I am more sad that I did not get to speak with you, as a question, while not simple and very deep was not ask, it is not as important as just speaking with you. While we both know this question, and what importance it has, I would rather have you say no than have you never speak to me. Though I will say I would find it with in perfections reach for you to say yes and talk to me - I am writing this just to let you know that I am crushed at my short coming of not being my normal self which of course on this day has lead me not to be able to speak to you. The question can be put off for another day, but there are so many possibilities within one conversation that were lost that I have to say, with a heavy heart, I never have felt such sorrow over one missed 'hi.' Forgive me please.