Lost and Broken

My mind is askew
What is happening to me

Am I going insane
Or are my eyes just wide open

Am I experiencing enlightment
Or chaos

Am I losing control
Or gaining understanding

They say truth is stranger than fiction
But how can this be real

My mind is so overrun
That I cannot sleep

It is a neverending input
With no remorse

Am I falling
Or raising higher

How do you hold on
Without a point of reference

No sense of up or down
No clue of right or wrong

Whose right
Whose wrong

There is no longer black and white
Only endless grey

As I look around
Everything is a cheap copy
Of a copy
Of a copy
Of a copy
Of a copy

Am I lost
Or found

Do I feel
Or am I numb

I now not the answers
To any of these questions

But I know how I feel
Lost and Broken...