Was it all just an Illusion?

By freaky

All these things I see and feel
Are they real?
Are they really happening?
I feel like I don’t know anymore
So many images go through my mind
Like an endless picture show
Who are these people I see?
What do these images mean?
Someone tell me please
I need to know
There is one I do know
From these images I see
Like a movie
You appear before me
Your fighting with her again
I see it all and can’t do a thing
I feel your emotions as I see this
Helpless to what I see and feel
Tearing me apart to see you
Going through all of this pain and stress
All I can do is just sit there
Hoping, praying that you’ll be ok
As the fight is elevated
I become more tense as do you
I see your eyes turn red
As though fire burns inside
I start to get scared
Nothing good ever comes from this
“Baby calm down its ok” I try to talk to you
Even though I don’t know if you
Ever hear a word of what I say
You scream in rage as she keeps at you
Why do you put yourself through this?
Why can’t you just leave her, haven’t you had enough?
My spirits go to you
Trying to calm you
You scream and fight back
I finally am able to hear what you scream
“I WANNA SEE STEPH,I WANNA KNOW SHES OK”
I know there’s only one thing I can do
I send my own spirit
To reassure you that I am ok
I wish you could see what I see
Realize how much you going through this
Hurts me as well
Finally after you see me
Holding me in your arms
Your fall asleep finally calm
The next day I see your car
Back at your apartment
Was all I saw and felt an illusion?
Why would he go back?
I don’t understand
Why do the gods taunt me
With all these images and feelings
I feel as though I can’t take anymore
Someone explain to me
What the reason for this is
All these images and feelings
I need to know please

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Copyright 2004 freaky
Published on Wednesday, December 15, 2004.     Filed under: "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: this is a very good poem

  • The Crimson Queen On Wednesday, December 15, 2004, The Crimson Queen (917)By person wrote:

    like it tonz, nice work! ~SW~

  • Drea On Wednesday, December 15, 2004, Drea (1388)By person wrote:

    I know where these words come from. So knowing you personally makes this that more powerful. *hugs* Things will figure themselves out. I have a good feeling about all this.

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