9

By darkleprechaun

i remember you...
you used to tell me you loved me.
we used to wrestle together
and i wanted nothing more than to
be like my own personal superman

but as it turns out all your words were lies
all your actions simple deceptions and now
i know i was your cryptonite, you ran from me
you can't stop running... i wish i could...
i run from the pain every day... i come back to
it every night and sometimes it over takes my minds sight.

i tell myself i'm over it but i can't be, ever!
thanks for ruining my one chance at redemption.
thanks for taking everything that meant anything to me,
but most importantly, thank you for teaching me how not to
feel... sometimes i try and remember... too painful... nevermind not worth the cost so i shut it off again.
thanks dad.

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Published on Saturday, November 27, 2004. Filed under: "Poetry"

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Comments on "9"

On Tuesday, January 26, 2010, Deaths Apostle (65) wrote:

Aww...Daddy issues...lmfao
A former member wrote: This is deep and well written. Much appreciation for this work!
A former member wrote: well this poem has meaning behind the meaning and it is true that the past can cause far to much pain to handle i know the feeling of that indeed but you conveyed your emotions rather well it was quite good, you have my interest. ~Heretic
On Sunday, January 30, 2005, Grey Lies (185) wrote:

thanks for this write...portrays my father very well,I now know the true meaning to this poem...your "innocence" shattered..
On Tuesday, December 7, 2004, darkleprechaun (56) wrote:

first, thank you all of you. secondly, NO! diviana is not slow... very obsorbant... and well written. and thirdly and most importantly i hope you people get something... anything from these dark drops of lonely, meaningless blood.
On Friday, December 10, 2004, Trapped_with_Insanity (112) wrote:

Thank you : )
On Saturday, December 4, 2004, whisperer (166) wrote:

awshum...-]darkness[-
On Sunday, November 28, 2004, Grey Lies (185) wrote:

Diviana is slow..i only read it once...or maybe twice..it doesnt count i was umm distracted...well to the main point..ooo i likey..sry im kinda feelin all goofy...yea!!!....mufasa.. I LOVE GRAPEFRUITS!!!
A former member wrote: awesome write
On Saturday, November 27, 2004, ShadowFlight (105) wrote:

anger acted upon is violence and destruction... flowing from a pen it is something else... builds instead of destroys... superb write
On Saturday, November 27, 2004, darkleprechaun (56) wrote:

glad you got something from it...
On Saturday, November 27, 2004, Dancing_Monkey (1228) wrote:

well thats what poetry is all about, aint it :O)
On Saturday, November 27, 2004, Trapped_with_Insanity (112) wrote:

Monkey...I wonder about you sometimes
On Saturday, November 27, 2004, Dancing_Monkey (1228) wrote:

I used to wrestle with my best friend.. made me question my sexuality .. but that not what that this was about.. but it made just as much sense