she knows shes lost

Now pass her the Advil
So she can swallow her problems down
With the headaches of the world
So she can take the pain away
Hide the pain away

And she knows she lost
Just way to lost
Drowning in her own ocean
Of her thoughts

And this crazy little girl
Without a cost
To loose
She’s hiding in the corner of her room
Crying out the tears of her own misery
Scars left...From no recovery
Of the past

She sighs and screams
Cries and dreams
Of what she wants her life to be

Because,
She knows she lost
Just way to lost
Drowning in her own ocean
Of her thoughts

And she doesn’t want to be caught
Of what she can do
While hiding in the corner of her room

Pen in hand
Knife on the floor
She can’t control her feelings anymore
She’s not that desperate.
(Yet…)
But wont deny
She thinks about the thought
Of suicide
Every time she cries