Love Lostness
By Jewelnique
Feelings of emotion so tattered and torn
Ripped to shredded no longer embedded but now in disarray
Heartache throbbed, innocence robbed
Remnants of glitter now dull and misplaced
A lost heart of love so battered and bruised
Hopeless rhythmic beating out of time out of tune
To discover love’s meaning a task too hard
For her mind has gripped and let go too many times
Never will she know the true heart felt emotions
Locked away and barred pent up
Too many hurts to know any better
Then to shut self away ziplocked from life
Wanting and wishing to know love for all that it may
But fearfully doubting and frightened to be vulnerable
Afraid of knowing she might never experience love to its fullest
But yearning so badly for the right love the deep surrounding emotions
of bliss