Innocence faded

as I have grown up I realize
I’m not the lil girl anymore
That I once was
Where did time go?
It left and forgot to tell me
As I sit here in my room
I’m thinking of you
All these thoughts
All going through my mind at once
The thoughts going through my mind
All seems so new
Some I would have never thought
When I was young
I need you, not just as a friend
Or someone to be there
I need you as a lover
I want to feel the warmth
Of your body lying beside mine
I need to feel your arms embracing me
As you kiss me passionately
I want you to know I’m ready for this
Take me and let me know I’m yours
I know once we start there’s no going back
I’ve waited so long just to be here with you
I want to make love with only you
You embrace me as I start to tremble
You kiss me gently as you say “baby I’ll be gentle”
The trembling stops as we start to move together
Kissing my neck as you go deep inside me
I begin to cry as we make love
You notice I’m crying and stop
“Baby what’s wrong did I hurt you?” you ask
I look into your loving eyes and pull you close
And kiss you passionately reassuring you I’m ok
I look into your eyes again and say
“Baby I love you so much you complete me”
I cry not tears of pain or sadness
But tears of being able to feel complete for the first time
We move faster like we are moving to the rhythm of a song
I feel myself begin to tense up I pull back a lil
As I hear you say “baby its alright just let go”
I let myself go feeling a rush taking over me
We stop and lay there together
You hold me close as we both drift of to sleep