Savior

I can't see past the blackness
Out of sight out of mind, that's how the saying goes
Well I'm out of sigh out of taste, touch feeling, sound, and definitely out of my mind
I can't feel anything anymore
The world zooms around me in a mist and all I see is him. My savior, my saint
And everything would be okay if I could jut reach him
Does he see me this way? Or is it all a game, a sham? Something to break my heart even more, to make me cry,
To bleed my heart until I die
What's gong on?
This world is so lost in lies and corruption that no one knows where they're going anymore
And all I want is my redeemer
The one that's going to make it all okay for once
But what about him?
He's been broken and beaten just like me
Is he to blind? Can he see?
What do we feel? Will this last.... Will he be the one to conquer my past?
Will he be the one to save my soul? Why am I jumping so far ahead?
I'm going to lose him if I get too far along too fast
But he seems so different, so real, so genuine and happy
He seems to feel
His beauty is a deep running soul-and I'm diving in it trying to be whole
I'm so dirty, so unclean. I'm losing my mind
If I'm not careful I'll be left behind
I found the beauty in love again
Now I'm with him
That's all I could ever need or want.