I don't know what to do anymore
I am living in the past
My heart is lonely, dead, and sore
And I am moving way too fast
The one I cherished in my heart
Has burried me alive
While all my friends and family really think I died
I lay in my coffin and scream for help
Nobody comes to my side
While the worms tunnel through my brain eating me alive
But I am not allowed to be negative
I'm not supposed to cry
I am told to smile and grin while the worms eat away at my pride
I'm caught here in this coffin
I'm not able to move
I can only do what other people want me to
Trapped here in my own body
Tortured by my own soul
I am slowly rotting
Turning into mold
Caught in oblivion
Stuck in a trance
With somebody holding me on strings telling me to dance
So distant from all my memories
So far away fron the world
Watching people scream in horror at this decayed little girl
But this is what they did to me
It's all they've put me through
I will fucking kill them
Watch what I do to you