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I Am Not Worthy
By gracefullytorn
My mother says I move as if I'm dead
The only response I can think of is
I wish I were
I'm given food but I won't eat
I do not deserve to nourish this body
this body that has betrayed me and my family
I do not derserve love or hope or dreams
because even if there was a God
he'd cast me aside
I am so horrible and selfish
so unforgiving and meaningless
the only point to living is to die
so i dont understand why it takes so long
I hope the end is better than the beginning and middle
even if it were I would with hold it from myself
because only bad comes from my joy.
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Copyright 2004 gracefullytorn
Published on Saturday, April 17, 2004.
Filed under:
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On Saturday, April 17, 2004, cre
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wrote:
this seems so sad and quiet and utterly devoid of hope. you wrote it well, and you aren't alone in these feelings.
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On Saturday, April 17, 2004, gracefullytorn
(61) wrote:
when i wrote this i loathed myself to the highest extent not because the way i looked or anything just my whole being
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