Another night all alone, without you by my side
This empty space in my heart makes me want to cry
I sit in my room staring at all the mess
Thinking of you makes me depressed
You being gone feels like a thorn in my side
Feels like I've gone sour and died
I sit here and think about my supposed great life
I turn to my dresser and pick up a knife
I slide the blade against my wrist
And I get lost in the moment of dismal bliss
This pain is such a blissful high
I watch the blood flow and I start to cry
Maybe I'll get lucky and my veins will run dry
As the night grows dimmer, so does my heart
Being without you tears me apart
I look out the window at the world outside
I can't make it another day without you in my life
As I bring this poem to and end and think about writing another
I pray that I'll be with you before long my friend..my lover
I hope to see you sometime soon
I won't last much longer living in this world of gloom...