Meaningless

By sigh_teller

I killed them, does it mean anything
I'm sure I'll have to take the blame
Even if they made me
They make me so angry
I had to react
Though now I wish I could take it back
Cause I'll live in shame
Since I'm getting the blame
Their deaths meant nothing
Just something
To stop the pain for a time
It wasn't a crime
Not for real
They've never know what I feel
It was my attempt at justice
Now I see it was meaningless
Meaningless
Nothing, but it did feel god
Like I thought it would
But not for long
For this much I must atone
Perhaps with my life
Or a life of strife
I'm going to wake up now
This isn't real I know
It can't be
Cause I wasn't a killer yesterday
All this is meaningless

Tribute to all the bitches and assholes who us to this point.

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Copyright 2004 sigh_teller
Published on Friday, January 30, 2004.     Filed under: "Poetry"
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  • sIo On Saturday, February 5, 2005, sIo (898)By person wrote:

    i feel this one. i once had a dream i murder someone i cared about most...i woke up and didn't know what to do with myself. i can REALLY relate to this. nice job.

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