Tradegy Rape

I pop each pill
Thinking that he would watch over me.
I was too loaded to understand
I was too blinded to see.
His hands are all over my body
And there's nothing I can do.
He whispers in my ear
But all of it is untrue.
I feel used, broken, and abused
As I try to think.
I can't remember
As I try to find the missing link
He finishes up
While I sit in a daze.
No idea what just happened
As I stare into a foggy haze.
The next time I see him
Vengence is in my eyes.
The very thought of him
I hope he dies.
It took me so long to remember
The events that took place that night.
I can't look at him anymore
I can't stand the sight.
He broke my heart
And took everything away.
I thought he was trash
For making me feel this way.
The trust is forever gone
I felt so dead.
I never wanted to love anyone
I never wanted to feel again.