I've been to hell and heaven before and this is how each was

Hell was when you looked at me without really seeing
Leaving me in the mud begging, crying, pleading
When you can't understand the way my mind works
Calling me and all my friends stupid worthless jerks
YOu push me out of your way like I'm not even there
And you know I can't stop crying but you don't even care
You drive away full of rage
And i fill another death note page

Then I float to heaven.....
You drive back over and give me a kiss
I'm not on your hatred list
You know I am sorry for what happened that night
I didn't want to start a fight
Tears of joy stream down my face
Forever in a better place