Pointless/Worthless

I thought many things
I fought for them too
Now I throw out the rings
Because he claims we're through
But I promise myself
He will come back
So I sit alone
Waiting for what I lack
The cobwebs form
The dust settles
An incoming storm
Kills the black roses petals
Finally a tear rolls down my cheek
I will never get back what I'll forever seek
The love has disolved
Just like a courpse
I thought this was solved
But I know I can't force him
The sad music plays
I watch the oncoming days
I tried so hard
And we never went far
I cried so hard
Wished on shooting stars
I see his face inside my head
My whole body seems like it's dead
My best friend tries to help me through
But she knows there's nothing she can do
Except wipe my eyes and let me cry
I wish he never said goodbye