My Scream Silenced

My scream was silenced
By a black hand coming over my face
Now I’m lying alone
Six feet under in a wooden case

I never had very much patience
It was my fault; I couldn’t handle it anymore
I thought it was time to leave
I was confused that’s for sure

It all happened so fast
Running to get the razor
I felt I had the ultimate power
I was ready for the blood to pour

I couldn’t help it
It seemed like the right thing to do
It was so scary
This sensation was new

It felt like someone had put poison into my very blood
But I liked it, it felt good
But something happened
I felt something no one should

It was like my blood had ceased to exist
I saw myself falling to the ground
I didn’t feel anything anymore
All I hard was my head hitting, I hate that sound

I see flashes of my life
My family, my friends, everything I see
I never really wanted to die
But I guess it’s too late for me