Pulling the Past

Being pulled through memories again,
When everything thing went wrong,
And happiness had an end...

We were always supposed to have...
plenty of time...

But the pain always cuts everything,
And the solutions alway taken away...
what's left of the good!!!

I'm so sorry I can't turn back time,
Change everything to...
'how it should have been'
Why must we go through this again,
Don't you think we've had enough...

Drinking,
It's basically killed her potential,
It's not that easy to turn around...
a whole life...

Why does this always happen...
to those that matter...

Your ideas all always good...
Your intention are surely great,
my brother...

...but right now, I can hardly handle myself...
not her... not yet...

Let me just be selfish...
with my time, my heart.

it's so much...

.....easier.....