Hatred, Love, Alone.

As I wander through this life
With words written on my knife.
Just wishing it to be over now
Vengeance is my only vow.
With this hatred in my heart
I will find and tear you apart.
As I wander weak and weary
Never trusting, always leery.
The hate warms me on lonely nights
I was pulled off in all  my fights.
I hate you and what you have done
I will rip out your lying tongue.
One of my blades has rage written on it
Now watch me break your legs in the pit.
You fucked with me and now you're done
Leave you there until the rise of the sun.
The wolves wait for my call 
Well, I am the alpha after all.
Walking through the woods alone
Sit and watch upon a large stone.
In school, the next day I saw Him
I followed him into the empty gym.
But someone caught my eye 
I stopped following and let out a sigh.
I walked up to Her and we clicked
The time flew, it didn't just tick.
We grew together, loved each other
Never looked, or wanted another.
We ran in the woods and sat at the sea
She even knew my favourite tea.
We'd sit and talk for hours on end
Just waiting, talking as best friends.
But, the people caused Her to leave
Now, I hide mazes up my sleeve.
Missing you and your everything
Wishing to just feel something.
This numbness is my only feeling
Now I just stare at the ceiling.
At least I felt something when I was violent
Now I sit, numb and utterly fucking silent.
She died, by her own hand and pace
The same hand, that caressed my face.
This numbness doesn't warm me at night
This poetry site was the only thing alight.