Memoriam

Living with a hateful passion
Wishing for Death in fashion.
Beautiful like a vibrato 
Yet sad like my life motto.
I don't love me, never have
You say you do, and make me laugh.
My lips will never say a word
I'll lay quiet, never heard.
I can almost see her again
I forget how long it's been.
We used to wreak havoc
The feeling was always static.
I remember you as mine
We were so divine.
Maybe that's why you are
In the place that is so far.
Never to be held, or hold again
Death has been there as my friend.
Life, Love, and God cheated me
Only Death and Darkness to be seen.
Your song is still echoing in my mind
Vibratos leaving my eyes blind.
Death shows me glimpses of you
Leaving me with only a clue.
One way to see you for real
Its a one way street of steel.
Take that knife, end my life
Grab that gun, under the high sun.
Leaving this world behind finally
I find comfort in death, oh the irony.
Search for you in memories of old
Never forgetting what you have told.
The Waning Crescent sitting mockingly
Staring at me violently, no, tauntingly.
As it marked Her unfair ending
It began my wills Deadly rending.
We were divine, in an unholy way
Yet, so holy in our own Deathly decay.