Reunited At Deaths Will

I remember what she had told me
Watching my blood flow like a sea.
Her words were so satisfying
I never knew you were lying.
You said you loved me, I was a fool
I was just a fucking temporary tool.
I fell for your silver tongued words
Now, I lie bleeding, hearing birds.
The chirps echo through my head
I stumble and fall, waking in your bed.
Why am I always crawling back to you
Somehow you're stuck on me too.
I hate You, You have destroyed my will
Let Death take me, as I lay there so still. 
Stare up at your face while you talk
But I cannot hear, so I watch the clock.
Wait for you to leave me alone in the room
Stumble up and out, struggling to my doom.
My arm feels cold and dead, it has a wrap
I tug and pull at it, to expose the skin gap.
It's deep and it's getting late in the day
I'll walk to that wonderous hill by the bay.
Collapse up against that darkening tree
The day is fading, it's getting harder to see.
The sun is setting with a distinct ray of colours
Purple, orange, and red. Sunsets are wonders.
What a last sight to see, to end the hate with beauty
To live and die, hate and love, is our instinctive duty.
See Death gesture to me from the purple ray in the sky
The purple marks someone dying, it is my turn to die.
Stand up with no struggle, look back to see my carcass
Finally leaving this world, with comforting darkness.
See the people I've missed for so many years
Hold up our drinks, together again, three cheers.