Blind, Light And Dead

If what I am is worth nothing at all
Then the suffering I suffer is well deserved

Every breath I Take, I take it while I'm dead 
The mouth that hardly cries, 
It Screams every night 

In everything I do, there is something always missing 
But don't you know, the dead one's are always never complete? 

In everything I see, a haunting picture follows
But don't you know that's what the blind see? 

I am a waste, I am a just a speck of dust
Floating with the ashes of my ruins 

I am a lost cause, good at nothing I ever do
And I excel in self-awareness 

I know what I am not 
I know what I will never be 

Take away all blessings from me
Like you've taken away my spirit 

What use are the blessings after all 
When you took my will to live

I violate the rules of dreaming 
Run me void of my imagination 

I dishonor the kingdom of life
Bury me in my thoughts; Let me die in isolation 

I am sick and there is no cure 
My mind is twisted and I can take no more

What happens to hopeless beings 
You are well aware 
Let there not be any more people who destroy their own existence 
Seal my fate in a grave 
Save others from this plague