Now as the darkness surrounds me, I feel as I have never felt before. 
You look at me like I'm stupid, but you have no idea what I go through. 
I block your face out of my mind but you won't go away. 
I can't stand the way you look at me with that fake "I care" look.

"Bitch, leave me alone 
you cant change me....!
I refuse to change!"

The more you try to get to me the more I will resist your words. 
Maybe one day you'll see, you can't change someone who is set in their ways
Don't send me away, 'cause it won't help one bit.
You're stupid 
You're crazy. 
But not as crazy as me. 
Your thoughts and words will not affect me. 
I have learned to ignore everything you say. 
Hopefully you will understand
I can't change
I won't change
I WILL go my own way!