Everyday

By SinisterSkittles

I sit here and weep
There's no way I can sleep
I swallow the lumo in my throat
And remember how they all laughed
And called me a joke
Everyday I get braver
And imagine him say
"There's no way to save her"
Everyday they get deeper
They all play follow the leader
Everyday it gets more bloody
Tell me now, what's more funny?

They stomp on my little soul
The only thing to get me out of this hell hole
The sweet bloody, silver, weapon
The only thing that seems like heaven
The river of red will bring me to the dead

Everyday I get braver
And imagine him say 
"There's no way to save her"
Everyday they get deeper
They all play follow the leader
Everyday it gets more bloody
Tell me now, what's more funny?
Everyday there is more
Too much to keep score
Everyday I will pray
For my own shadows to keep my monsters away....

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Copyright 2014 SinisterSkittles
Published on Tuesday, May 6, 2014.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: The ignorance, or maybe sheer disinterest in people never ceases to astound me, disgust me even. This is a very saddening read, marvelously penned though. Bows*

  • SinisterSkittles On Thursday, May 8, 2014, SinisterSkittles (41)By person wrote:

    Thank you, and sorry it was kinda too sad lol

  • Void Vortex On Tuesday, May 6, 2014, Void Vortex (312)By person wrote:

    That last line was heavy. Knowing how much pain you've gone through, and still having to face more is a quite a daunting task. Just keep using the negative to fuel your desire to break the cycle. Great write, I can see these were words from the heart.

  • SinisterSkittles On Tuesday, May 6, 2014, SinisterSkittles (41)By person wrote:

    Thanks, I'm glad you liked it

  • A former member wrote: this is beautiful, and i've been doing it too, u can fight it though... ur stronger than i am... fight it!!!!

  • SinisterSkittles On Tuesday, May 6, 2014, SinisterSkittles (41)By person wrote:

    Thanks wolfie

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