Everyday

I sit here and weep
There's no way I can sleep
I swallow the lumo in my throat
And remember how they all laughed
And called me a joke
Everyday I get braver
And imagine him say
"There's no way to save her"
Everyday they get deeper
They all play follow the leader
Everyday it gets more bloody
Tell me now, what's more funny?

They stomp on my little soul
The only thing to get me out of this hell hole
The sweet bloody, silver, weapon
The only thing that seems like heaven
The river of red will bring me to the dead

Everyday I get braver
And imagine him say 
"There's no way to save her"
Everyday they get deeper
They all play follow the leader
Everyday it gets more bloody
Tell me now, what's more funny?
Everyday there is more
Too much to keep score
Everyday I will pray
For my own shadows to keep my monsters away....