Im so nervous.
I think it's the first time in a long time
that it's a good nervous.

I guess that's the only emotion that I can come to.
Nervous.

I've completely morphed myself into come crazy
hopeless romantic.

But I guess shifting your mind,
from horrible,
plaguing thoughts,
to how much you can love someone,
is the right way to go.

I'm happy that I've focused on one person too.
I hate when I don't know what I want,
and I mope around like some
      empty
          hollow shell.

But it's him that is filling me up again.
       Just thinking about him makes me feel warm
and content.

It's so weird for me.
      To feel such a strong emotion.

But that's what love does to you right?