Taking this risk

By A soulless dark angel

There's a person I know,
And he led me to believe he cares about me ever so,
Should I trust him?
Should I confide myself in him and not leave him dim?
I don't understand,
Have I finally met some one that is finally more then a friend?
I want believe,
I want to believe he cares,
But I don't know if I can,
He's cool, smart, funny and true,
I don't have to see him for him to know what I'm going through,
I think I trust him,
I think I do,
But my lifeless monotone heart is telling me no to,
It's telling me,"Trust him, trust him, I know you want to. I know he'll always be there for you."
It says as well,"It's not true. He's playing you like a fool. You wanna get hurt again? Then take the chance, we'll see of he's there in the end."
The truth is...
I'm scared.
The truth is...
No one ever cared.
So should I expect different this time?
Should I reward him with the key to my heart is he earns it?
If he really deserves it?
Or should I imprison my mind, heart, and soul?
And be with him so cold.
I have trust in him,
Faith as well,
And I know he can tell.
So I'll take this risk.
See of I can understand,
What it means to be happy once again.

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Published on Sunday, December 8, 2013. Filed under: "Personal" and "Poetry"

Author's Note:

I guess I'm taking this risk. Lets see what happens.

Comments on "Taking this risk "

On Monday, December 9, 2013, Peyton1 (205) wrote:

I am also a hopeless romantic, and agree that you should indeed take the chance on him. I can really feel your words as I read. OMG how I wish you were someone else writing this, for I myself am helplessly in love with a woman that I think feels identical to what you write. I can only hold on to the hope that she will decide the same and give love the opportunity to make both our lives oh so much better. I sincerely hope everything works out for you guys, true love still exists........it just has to find you.....
On Sunday, December 8, 2013, SaintNHB (41) wrote:

I like to think that love is always worth it. Maybe that's the hopeless romantic in me. But isn't better to know (even if it doesn't turn out well) than to always be wondering? The wondering can kill you just as bad as a terrible outcome... But, everyone is different in how they guard their heart... as it is not an easy thing to fix. Good luck with what you decide, lovely.
On Monday, December 9, 2013, A soulless dark angel (35) wrote:

Thank you, all of you. I've decided to take this risk, and see where it goes.
On Sunday, December 8, 2013, Electric-Chair (121) wrote:

A leap of faith, sometimes a moment of just feeling alive and desired, is better than a life time of I should of, I could of or I wish I would of
On Sunday, December 8, 2013, Dejected_Worth (81) wrote:

Jump.... (for once it's a good thing) Speaking on behalf of "those you can't trust" I suggest closing your eyes first, but either way great piece