Far Past Depression...
By xPainfulTears
I have never seen someone look so sad until I looked into the mirror.
Sadness lurking over one shoulder and misery over the other.
Left with nothing or no one but my own mind's company, I stood there
silently staring into the tearful eyes of my reflection.
My
arms slowly trickling blood as I stood.
From a silent cry to
a hysterical sob, I slid to the floor placing my head in my knees.
No words. Just tears.
What IĀ felt was far past depression.
I didn't want to live anymore, but I couldn't bring myself to the
thought of dying.
Either way, I didn't think I had much of a choice.
I am sad.
I am alone.
Forever.
I looked up
at my reflection once more and had begun to cry so hard I could barely
breathe.
I got up and ran into my reflection screaming and punching
at it.
"I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU SO MUCH! I HATE YOU!"
Blood began racing out of my arms without hesitation at this
point.
"I.."
Author's Note:
This is how I feel right now. Life's a bitch, ain't it? Well..Tomorrow's another day. Smiles or sadness, we'll see.Comments on "Far Past Depression..."
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On Wednesday, December 19, 2012, BetaWolfinVA
(791) wrote:
that's where i have been fighting to get out of for months now...