Love Makes the Worst Memories
By Ultimate Mistake
Burning flowers to erase the memories
Hiding those smiles under
ash and broken dreams
Cleaning the cuts with your tears and small
pills
Ingesting until breathing stops and my pulse becomes still
A deceased body containing an already dead sea of hope
It's just
all shore and a heart that you broke
No horizon can rise from this
ocean
Only anguish and regret are born to take the place of the sky
you have stolen
The sun that used to envy your alluring eyes now celebrate
the day you said your goodbyes.
It ,once again, cannot be out shined.
It ,once again, is the only thing I can call mine.
To stare at until
I go blind, though love has already taken away my sight.
With no sense
of direction I stumbled into your devious hands.
With no time to operate
I quickly became buried underneath your sands.
So I choke, So I am
strangled.
Killing myself with an empty love and vanilla scented candle.
To set the mood. To give false senses of securities.
Now think back
and you'll find the answer as to why we ended so quickly.
But no excuses.
No excuses.
Understand why I slit my wrists with all the lies you
hid underneath,
Why i must burn each flower and rid wounds enflicted
from how you tease,
How I swallow down pill after pill to cure me
of your disease.
All I do is tear out the plans we had and all of
our wistful dreams.
I want nothing left, no reminder, and no more
memories
Author's Note:
I may edit it and make lots of changes later onComments on "Love Makes the Worst Memories"
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A former member wrote:
i love you darling
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On Thursday, November 1, 2012, FadedBlues
(2096) wrote:
...sometimes it seems like nothing, not the pills or the bottle or the burning immolation of the sun, will erase those memories...
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On Thursday, November 1, 2012, Meadowhawk
(160) wrote:
Well written, Young' un!
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A former member wrote:
Wow, beautiful poem. Painfully and bleedingly written, the best kind.