There is an empty hole, where my heart once lye

This pitiful state, who am i?

What do i do now, where do i turn 

My deepest thoughts now seem to burn

The anger that  once lye deep, now rising to the surface



A side of me, i hoped to keep buried 

The darkest of my soul, i now carry 

The life, i now live only makes it worse 

Building and building, It all hurts

Filled with adrenalin, consumed bye rage

This inner self, now lie waist 

To all i know, all i love

Why cant i stop this

Why cant i go

My body seems fine, but my mind lie broken 

The blinding rage, consuming my thoughts

IM losing control.

Who am i now?

where did i go?