Once in time…a past never forgotten I hear your tears and pains. Running down your face to meet you holding your fingers tightly to never let go fearing loss. My Shi my inspiration my silent screams my night my day my fall. I am missing the passage and message I always held from the start of when I met you with open arms. You’re always my star my rays into the night ever thou if I can’t find it in the darkness that you called a fake mask…you hid your emptiness and sadness into. What lay below a loss so overwhelming it turned itself into a forever with you my Shi. I’ll never quit my Eve my first true love.