Pain's other Face

He continues to follow me
Stalks me from afar
Knows I know he's there
Even when he's not
Continues his torment
Preying on my emotions and fears

When will it end? 
I thought it did before.
But he returned
After many moons of silence
Returned with even more ammunition
To hurl at my damaged psyche
In hopes of destroying everything
That makes me "sane" or independant

Why now?
There's no reason for this
No point to these attacks
Pointless Pain
Something to be avoided

Wait it out
Maybe it'll stop
Myabe he'll become bored
And go to bother someone else
As cruel as it sounds...
I just don't want it to be me...
Not anymore.