~~ that lovely lady nicotine~~

By Leerer Blick Fairy

I crave it.
I want it.
I need it.

But I can't have it.
If only I could only have one.
Just one. Only one.

Doctors say," Cigarettes are bad. They cause cancer, and cancer kills."
I say," I will kill myself before cigarettes kill me!"

GOD DAMNIT
Why?
Why can't I have one?
She won't let me.
"She has to quit and and I should to"
But fuck her.
She doesn't understand how I want it and how I need it 2 keep me going so that I don't end up EXSPOLDING on some helpless person that did nothing to be, but the mere fact that they were in the wrong place at the wrong time!
If only.
If only I could have on last drag only one!

But no I can't!
I have to have self control!
But I have self control I just don't want to use it!
But I must. I am.

~*~ that lovely lady nicotine~*~

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Published on Monday, July 7, 2003. Filed under: "Poetry"

Comments on "~~ that lovely lady nicotine~~"

A former member wrote: I hate when I don't have a cigarette.....good write ** two stars
On Monday, July 7, 2003, Demosthenes (155) wrote:

*has never smoked before in her life and is proud goddangit* i like it though, yknow, i just cant relate. its really rather good... i think. kitty had a good idea too. *grins at kitty for honest review* -B
A former member wrote: i quit smoking 3 months ago, thank you for bringing my craving back. you reminded me of all the reasons i even started smoking, well done
On Monday, July 7, 2003, Leerer Blick Fairy (16) wrote:

LOL, Thanks
On Monday, July 7, 2003, KittyStryker (710) wrote:

this would have been much better and more powerful in my opinion if you had written it like Lady Nicotine is your secret lover tempting you away from what you should and shouldn't do..