I hurt too

Yes I am a Monster or what ever else you say,
And yes I feel this scorching pain every fucking day, 
Yes these tears I cry Are just as real as yours,
But I'm not afraid to cry in front of open doors,
You ask how you can move on.
Just push through the pain,
Don't bottle it up like me,
or else you go insane,

What else is left for me,
In this world so dark,
The only things i hear,
are my sobs and the lark,
Yes this pain is real,
I feel it tried and true,
Will my heart ever heal,
After hurting you,

I feel a burning in my heart,
I am being torn apart,
Because of this pain,
That haunts my brain,
Will the healing ever start,

I hurt too,
Just like you,
I never meant to hurt you,