Sorry Im Me

I hide it like I’ve hidden every other emotion

I don’t show that it hurts me to be just a friend

I act like it doesn’t bother me when you hide it

Pretend that it’s enough to be only your close friend

The painful part is that I’m the one that’s taken

I’m the one that keeps us from being more

I know that you care about me and want more

But I can’t give you that because of the other one

Although he says things that upsets me at times

And judges my music, my clothes and my ways

I stay with him, take the torture and just wish

Wish, that we were more than the dream in my heart

I pretend because I know I’m not good enough

I’m just one girl with nothing to give you

Nothing special for me to offer someone like you

We could never be because I’m just one tragic soul

I wish I could give you everything you want

Yet I stick with the one who chooses to break me

Instead of the one who wants to give me everything

I’m sorry that I can’t give you this, sorry that I’m just me