Goddess
By Perkele
Standing dumbstruck and awed
when I first gazed down the depths
of that fiery cavern you've come to accept as home
I can only drool
all over myself,
shoving stutters pass my teeth
inspired to
possess, covet and
take for granted all that raw beauty
Apologies flow as if the fire hose
spewing would make a difference
cool the rising temperatures,
put this combustion to rest
if
only i could stall and
stop the hurting for a minute
I'd pour
this can full of gasoline,
and strike the short match
watch
as flames spread over my face,
hear those howls of pain
But no, it will never be enough,
nothing I say could ever come
close
I'm left with these words burning
a hole through my
chest, every letter an ember
melting through skin, the smallest
pile of ash
locked in this ribcage
rattling around like a
ghost
lamenting what could have been
Your lava plume
sends clouds
into the sky, covering all in black
the shadow
of your twilight
conjuring up the glowing truth of you
a goddess
waiting to be appeased,
a village stumbling around
blind before
the flux of earth
rolls out to
disintegrate every bit to
nothing