Human
By theXkevorkian
~Overwhelmed~
i sit her half awake
and half disgusted
by the mistakes
the ease of lure
to the
seduction
and idleness
of excess
.
i regret the shame
the overwhelming pain
and
anguish
over a disdained existence
and the lonely
solitude
I put myself through
.
it used
to be
for inspiration
now an addiction
to be withdrawn
alone
afflicted and bewildered
needing escape
from this astonishing dream
.
feeling
like a plane
spinning out
of control
spiraling downward
way out of control
looking inwardÂ
spinning and turning
finding
only pain
and withdrawal
.
death would
be a soother
.
but I cant find
the
motivation
.
I am just lost
.
.
and hopeless
.
a human
.
afterall
.
.
.
.
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Copyright 2010 theXkevorkian
Published on Wednesday, December 29, 2010.
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