nightmare called reality

I fell for you,
Oh dear friend,
You made me feel like there was no pain,
Then you told me we are just friends,
You broke my heart,
And it will not mend,
The pain i feel is so immense,
I cry lonely tears of sadness that only few have ever seen,
My heart is screaming for you,
You meant the world to me,
And that is what you fail to see,
Now i cry my silent tears,
As i face my greatest fears,
Because you believed the lies,
That now make tears well up in my eyes,
Lonely tears of sadness few have ever felt,
Tears few will ever know but many will fear,
Trapped in this nightmare we call reality,
A never ending nightmare,
Will I ever wake up,
Will my heart be set free,
Or will every one continue to hurt me,
Never will you know the pain,
The pain that wracks my brain,
Never will you hurt just like my heart,
Never shall your happiness be ripped apart,
Never shall you bare my pain,
Everything I've been through hurts just like a pin,
Maybe one day your heart will let me in,
As I say high hopes and false dreams get you no where in life,
Well I'd rather be in a dream with you then alone through out my life!