Carpe.
By DowngradeBeauty
Darling, you're a semblance of yourself every nuance of your being's been
rearranged we need you to awaken...
Awaken to who you once
were yes, yes you were flawed, but, they were your flaws...
I can't believe you allowed them to twist and distort your will this
way you've become brittle and weak under all this euphoria...
Baby, find that spark, snap out of this dream state…
Where
is that malevolent beast hiding? it must be foaming at the mouth
oh, let it out…
Don’t become another victim of forfeit…
Where is your questioning gaze? hidden beneath that
valium haze…
Now, it hasn’t all been wasted stop this being laced
in generality I knew you once for your originality…
Your words
were like arsenic and velvet. God, now you’re so hollow…
Hollow, and it’s sickening when you speak I get that feeling like I’m
jumping off of a twelve story building and when you breathe it’s like
a cold front you leave me frozen here at negative Fahrenheit
seventy-six God, you gag me now with your tongue spewing forth
the product of a stagnant storm…
You have the inability to
provide the fulfillment I need…
You’re like a hummingbird
shell…
All the words you say they don’t relate to anything…
You make me want to violate you just to see if you’ll
respond…
Look at what you’ve become you canter everywhere
but once you get there baby, you don’t care…
Whatever
happened to the vehement dragon that would near combust! at the
thought of being downtrodden albeit, the world adores you now,
it pats you on the head and whispers glittering generalities
into your bleeding ossicles…
If you would, BUT ONCE! broaden
your view you’d see that this hallowed ground you walk upon
Is crumbling…