Within my nightmares
By foreverNalways
At first i thought, this is it.
The new boy, with the smile, the eyes,
that laugh.
The boy that listened, the boy that cared.
The
boy who could finally understand.
It started off, as just a
kiss. simple and sweet.
Its started off, as just a gental push.
what it lead to, gave me a year and six months of nightmares.
He was my first...
boyfriend
kiss
love.
But
i remember that day so well.
the day he got mad, the day he yelled.
the day i saw who he really was.
he struck me
he beat
me
he abused me
I was left with...
brusies
scars
blood shed
and tears
a broken heart
It started
off, as just a kiss. simple and sweet.
Its started off, as just a
gental push.
what it lead to, gave me a year and six months of nightmares.
He said he was sorry, i belived him
He said he loved me, i
belived him.
He pushed me on the bed
Hit me harder when
i screamed
As i begged, he laughed.
Shoved himself inside of
me.
I was left empty
I was left dead.
It started
off, as just a kiss. simple and sweet.
Its started off, as just a
gental push.
what it lead to, gave me a year and six months of nightmares.
A Year And Six Months Of Nightmares.
He Hit Me
He
Beat Me
He Raped Me
He Left Me
No One Dared To Save
Me
It started off, as just a kiss. simple and sweet.
Its
started off, as just a gental push.
what it lead to, gave me a year
and six months of nightmares.
Author's Note:
my pastComments on "Within my nightmares"
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A former member wrote:
This hurts my heart...there aren't many things in this world that truly make me sick - one of them being rape. It amazes me how so many people can be so...disgusting, and take an emotion as rare and beautiful as love and turn it into something sick.