Heart of Stone

Left alone , thrown aside
Here is where my heart died,
You made a choice
Believed a lie,
Sins not committed, still I cry
No chance to defend myself
So quick, someone else
Years of marrage, didn't count
The kids and I you did renounce,
Love, Hatetred, tears and pain
Still want to see you again
When I see you with our son
With your shoes to you he'd run
Why daddy, please come home,
He can't sense your heart of stone
He's so innocent, you wicked man
Your secrets safe in my hands
Why I still want you, I don't know
True love, hard to let go.
Left with no pride,
Cause I was set aside,
Pills in hand for death I thirst,
Until a picture falls, our boy's 1st.
I leave the place of my demise
Have to stand, for him I try
Life goes on your slut is gone
You come back, it's all wrong
Depression already has it's grip,
I am hollow running the ship
Chemicals now in my brain,
Medication is what keeps me sane.
Trust is gone, my heart is stone
Were back together, but stil alone,
For years the darkness stains my soul
Because of your wicked role,
You are sorry, you try your best,
Shattered piecesof my heart left.
The heart can heal but it takes years
Questions asked only cause more tears.
Another child now is born
Into our world, our storm
Pieces of joy get mixed in
Time moves us away from your sin.
I have changed, now I'm glad
Again I will never be had
Rose coloured glassed , they came off
Never again will I feel that lost
I am stronger than I've ever been
No longer live a marrage as fantasy dream
Now were on a higher plain
Sometimes love is not in vain

By:  Kittykat
Sometimes you need to know that other people know what your
going through, only those who have had a broken heart can relate.
Blessed Be.