Heart of Stone
By Kittykat
Left alone , thrown aside
Here is where my heart died,
You made a choice
Believed a lie,
Sins not committed, still I cry
No chance to defend myself
So
quick, someone else
Years of marrage, didn't count
The kids and
I you did renounce,
Love, Hatetred, tears and pain
Still want
to see you again
When I see you with our son
With your shoes
to you he'd run
Why daddy, please come home,
He can't sense your
heart of stone
He's so innocent, you wicked man
Your secrets
safe in my hands
Why I still want you, I don't know
True love,
hard to let go.
Left with no pride,
Cause I was set aside,
Pills in hand for death I thirst,
Until a picture falls, our boy's
1st.
I leave the place of my demise
Have to stand, for him I
try
Life goes on your slut is gone
You come back, it's all wrong
Depression already has it's grip,
I am hollow running the ship
Chemicals now in my brain,
Medication is what keeps me sane.
Trust is gone, my heart is stone
Were back together, but stil alone,
For years the darkness stains my soul
Because of your wicked role,
You are sorry, you try your best,
Shattered piecesof my heart left.
The heart can heal but it takes years
Questions asked only cause
more tears.
Another child now is born
Into our world, our storm
Pieces of joy get mixed in
Time moves us away from your sin.
I have changed, now I'm glad
Again I will never be had
Rose
coloured glassed , they came off
Never again will I feel that lost
I am stronger than I've ever been
No longer live a marrage as fantasy
dream
Now were on a higher plain
Sometimes love is not in vain
By: Kittykat
Sometimes you need to know that other people
know what your
going through, only those who have had a broken heart
can relate.
Blessed Be.
Comments on "Heart of Stone"
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On Wednesday, April 14, 2010, Kittykat
(35) wrote:
I am still with my husband but it has not been an easy ride. I know longer trust anyone, I don't have it in me anymore. Our relationship worked out, and we are now closer than ever, people sometimes make horrendis mistakes that mark the heart forever. It has been a long long road back, but since i have learned forgivness my life has changed in so many ways. But I will never forget, I love him now but i am not in love with him there is a difference, we work together like a team now, i think love is a usless emotion it has too much power over you.
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On Sunday, February 28, 2010, Musik2MyEyes
(192) wrote:
I do empathize. However, I have no idea whatsoever how hard it must be for someone who has a child in the equation. Having to be civil for the sake of another does not aid in healing...possibly makes it harder. Your writing has an ending that can be translated different ways. Either the relationship worked out over time and the past made the bond stronger because you survived it...or...it was only you coming out stronger and realizing you could continue on and find a new life and relationship where you would not be "had or feel that lost" again. Either way...sounds like you are the victor. I enjoyed your writing.