My heart so heavy

you

still up there
some where

and I go on
trying to make sense of a hundred emotions
talking to my self
in love with the ghost of you

wrapped up in an unexplainable force that surrounds me
I go on feeling you next to me

the awful reality sets in

all i can hope for is that I always feel you
so unrealistically real to me

so what
fuck it


I can literally still feel you


talk to me
I love you


we lye together almost every night

your still with me

stay like this