If i only could

i wish i was able,i wish i just could,
i think of tomorrow,i know that i would,
give in all my pain,pretend its all gone,
collide with the sky...if i olny could...

just open my eyes,and not think of you,
denial wont help me,it wont get me through,
as hard as it seems,i wish to go through,
im not givin up,im just after you

if i only could,it would be so different,
if i only could,id make it for you,
if i only could,i wouldnt be hollow,
if i only could,id be there with you

And i fall so down,jst 'cause i can,
and i feel so high,just cause i am,
im higher than nothing,im lower than all,
im falling,im blinded, am i coming through...

And shadows surround me,my wings just cant fly,
am i being lonely,so low and so dark...expecting a moment that would change my life....